me: stacey, do you want to write on my blog?
stacey: no. i'm not a blogger.
apparently, niether am i.
that's pretty much all that's happened since the last time i blogged.
aside from the emotional bootcamp i affectionately refer to as grad school.
me and my dad.
not sure where, but i think it was my wedding.
the whole day was a bit of blur.
i am one happy lady these days, thats for sure.
more to come later.
well, next month i will be a wife. NEXT MONTH i will be a WIFE.
oh wait... did i already say that?
oops.
things are coming together nicely.
it has been fun, stressful, emotional, and very time consuming.
im thankful for patient friends,
good examples,
and Stacey.
he is amazing.
i am so sad that patrick swayze is no longer with us.
it hit me hard tonight as i was watching dirty dancing.
like for reals. there was a tear and everything.
i also got a little teary-eyed while watching the proposal
(which isn't even meant to be tear-inducing)
i think all the changes in my life are starting to catch up with me.
did i mention that i got into grad school?!
did i mention i am moving to pocatello?
getting a new job?
did i mention i suck at adapting to change.
oh...not to mention the husband who will be involved in all of this.
need to breathe...
i have an interview for admission to grad school on friday. (so nervous)
the lady that is altering my wedding dress informed me that it would be "really helpful" if i lost some weight (holy psychological damage)
on the plus side, she is great at what she does. and it was a bonding experience for me and my future sister-in-law. hysterical laughter is good for any relationship.
this weekend im headed down to utah to visit center for change. is it weird that i might start crying the second i walk into the doors? this time around maybe i will get a key to the bathroom.
i have mixed emotions about this, particularly since i havent done as well following treatment as i would have hoped/liked/expected....i hope to leave there bursting at the seams with hope.
ok, im tired now. goodnight.
he laughs at everything i say these days...
i love his facial expressions, they melt me...
he is getting a little chubby, but i think that only makes him cuter...
he drools a lot...
i give him kisses all the time...
his mom gets annoyed with me a lot lately...
isn't he adorable?!?!
i love being an auntie.
and, to be perfectly honest, most of the above statements apply to stacey too...
but he wouldn't let me publically post any pictures of us kissing...
(not a big fan of PDA, our wedding day will be interesting)
and he was especially sensitive about me posting one with me in his baby walker.
(i think he is worried that someone will tell him he's too old for it)
how can i not love them?!
